beginning

Get skinny for…

starvingforskeletons:

  • the summers i never got to enjoy.
  • the bikinis i never got to wear.
  • the shorts that never fit.
  • the slim fit jeans i couldn’t button.
  • the compliments i never got to hear.
  • the thinspo i never got to be.
  • the stares i never got.
  • the confidence i never had.
  • the cute pictures i never got to take.
  • the picture comments i never got.
  • the people i never got to date.
  • the clothes i couldn’t wear.
  • the body i’ve always wanted.

(Source: losingweightlosingmymind, via fatsothinspo-deactivated2012121)

wannahaveabs:

live—love—fitness:

~Be Proud But Never Satisfied~


i love this

wannahaveabs:

live—love—fitness:

~Be Proud But Never Satisfied~

i love this

gott2bethin:

i wish<3

love this

gott2bethin:

i wish<3

love this

(via trippy-king)

annamarie:

I regressed to my 15 year old self and dyed my hair blue.

that is so nice i always want my hair blue but with what?

annamarie:

I regressed to my 15 year old self and dyed my hair blue.

that is so nice i always want my hair blue but with what?

sad

look’s like today is just like others i eat already 2 biscuits with cacao cream and drink some fat yogurt. 

how can I get rid of fat?

and finali the first day

i have start well today i eat little corn in the morning . I climbed the stairs until my office at 4 floor and i will drink a lot of water .Hope not to eat… because i’l it home unfortunately ;after 6 pm.

hello
Today I will start doing something for self-esteem.
What I hate about me:
1.weight and the way I look
2.my hair appearane and lenght(I mean it’s short and unhealthy)
3.what I eat
4.that I am slow at work
5.I have no energy and I’m sleepy all the time
6.I have wrinkles on the forehead ;and behind I’m irritated all the time
7.I have many free radicals in the body
Fears:
1.I’m afraid to lose my job
2.I’m not good enough at what I do
3.I will not succeed in life if I will be alone
4.I’m too ugly to love me someone
5.that I will go to hell
I know these thoughts are not healthy but I can not ignorethem any more