About Me
beginning
- the summers i never got to enjoy.
- the bikinis i never got to wear.
- the shorts that never fit.
- the slim fit jeans i couldn’t button.
- the compliments i never got to hear.
- the thinspo i never got to be.
- the stares i never got.
- the confidence i never had.
- the cute pictures i never got to take.
- the picture comments i never got.
- the people i never got to date.
- the clothes i couldn’t wear.
- the body i’ve always wanted.
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I regressed to my 15 year old self and dyed my hair blue.
that is so nice i always want my hair blue but with what?
look’s like today is just like others i eat already 2 biscuits with cacao cream and drink some fat yogurt.
how can I get rid of fat?
i have start well today i eat little corn in the morning . I climbed the stairs until my office at 4 floor and i will drink a lot of water .Hope not to eat… because i’l it home unfortunately ;after 6 pm.
no judgment here, at all.i
promiseswear.
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Today I will start doing something for self-esteem.
What I hate about me:
1.weight and the way I look
2.my hair appearane and lenght(I mean it’s short and unhealthy)
3.what I eat
4.that I am slow at work
5.I have no energy and I’m sleepy all the time
6.I have wrinkles on the forehead ;and behind I’m irritated all the time
7.I have many free radicals in the body
Fears:
1.I’m afraid to lose my job
2.I’m not good enough at what I do
3.I will not succeed in life if I will be alone
4.I’m too ugly to love me someone
5.that I will go to hell
